too painful

It's been a mth since i blog due to my work... too hectic... hahas anyway what's too painful?
just realised some feelings, gotta sort it out..

To love or be loved

keep rounding in the "love" seems like it getting tired of it already.. sooner or later, it gonna be history.. preparing to take care of my baby for life.. doesn't want anything to affect me anymore.. TASK? Be a wonderful daddy, teaches and accompany my baby more often.. i'm starting my chinese primary one book soon.. haha... no choice, got to teach her more chinese than english as her english already very good enough for her age..

well.. my life got f-up again.. keep dreaming at nights, making my daytime suffer like hell.. doesn't want it yet it keep haunting me.. will try to relax if possible.. too tense up recently due to work.. anyway guys thanks for reading.. shall update more often.. stay tune!

不是不能爱你，只是太害怕失去你.

失去的，往往都看不见。。

拥有的，害怕失去。。

有想过，如何留在原地不动但没成功。。

每个人，都不一样。。

如何变出一个春天来，看自己的造化吧！

三年了

不知不觉已经三年，芯婷要三岁了。。

婚姻

开始-开心-有点伤-非常伤-失望-放弃。。

我人生啊，过得好累。。

过去，看了好多。。

如和从非常伤到放弃。。

有没有想过，你的爱人就睡在你旁边但你有干好看到她和“他”的照片，当下你会做设么？

我。。。。 没做设么，却慢慢的等她回心但。。。。。。。。。。

to be continue...

喜欢你

我喜欢这样看着你，微笑的眼睛。。

我喜欢你，那淡淡的香味。。

我喜欢你，装可爱的时候。。

爱上一个不可能的你

如果。。。我是说如果，我早点开口。。

还有可能吗？

一侧都来不及了。。。

你，我。。。

爱上一个不可能的你。。。

有了感觉，没了感情，还有意义吗？

When times come, feeling comes, just ended without notice? Just a blink of eye i guessed.

It doesn't make sense at times..

Love don't make sense, it just makes one stupidity clearer..

Loving someone is to give and take but apply that both party have to compromised..

The longer it takes to forget, the longer the pain hurts just like stepping on a shredded glasses..

Remembered the school days "loves" ? It's pup love.. just like your dog next door, loves your cat..