for you sweety..

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kQYtdU-v2ps&feature=youtube_gdata_player

只想问你.....

傻瓜

爱情裡面真的没有公平可言，它有自私的一面，也有宽容的一面。

常常讓人的心情大好或是大壞，但也因此有這樣的魔力，所以才讓每個人都無法抗拒。。

who loves me truly?

who loves me truly?

Answer here

孤单

孤单 so what? 有你就好!

departed love ones

This song is written by my buddy for his mum has just departed...





To brother 冯俊荣,

"When you are sorrowful look again in your heart, and you shall see that in truth you are weeping for that which has been your delight."

Brother Steven.

non-existed

Oh, I'm sorry.
I forgot.
I only exist when you need something.

Silently

Suppressed feelings for you is hard.
i want to be with you..
but i can't...
i'm missing you silently....
i'm loving you far away.....
i may not look like it but i'm painfully enduring it......

aimless

I search but never find, hurt but never cry, I work and forever try, but I'm cursed so nevermind..

feelings

I know there's alot of fish in the sea, but i don't want to find another shark le.... =|

My Life

I Watched You Change

You Watched Me Walk Away

FUCK UP LIFE.

The Karma

That bittersweet moment where you see the girl who broke your heart...

fall for a man

she turns around

stomping your heart to pieces as she walk up to you whispering " how does karma feel"

smiling. :)

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Rich or not

What's the deal of being rich or poor? Life still goes on anyway.. some hate being rich and some hate being poor..
sound reasonable isn't it?

The voice within my heart

The sound of ur voice makes me feel sick..

I can't believe I once loved u so much, it's funny how suddenly all that love I had for u turned into hatred...

Careless loves

Please,

Don't fill me up with hope,

Don't make me fall in love,

Don't make me believe your mine,

If all along you were never gonna
catch me If i feel in love with you.

own wishes

I asked someone before, " So, tell me, where was my fault, in loving you with my whole heart. "

she replied, it's your own wishing act, no one forces you. I admitted, i knew it will never be an happy ending..

Distance

I wish you loved me enough to fight or at least wait. Things would have become easier, but I'm happy that you're happy. That's all I ever wanted for you, to be happy. I love seeing you smile.

Even though the distance now separates us, i still love you more and more each day.


I love you. <3

如果爱

爱情

有时候，真搞不懂自己。当爱情来时，不珍惜，走了之后才知已错过。

后悔已是过去了。人生来来往往，就不信没有根好的！

Cherish life

It isn't suprised that hearing someone you had know departed to a far far places.. somewhere like heaven.. no one knows how long we gonna lives.

cherish life, loving someone you had love, do something meaningful... being a father of one makes me understand, grown up.. i have learned.. realising everyone started to age include myself.. haha.. learning is an process whereby not everyone can learn fast, it take years.. i think no one can learn immediately.. no lose no gain.. it's life!

好想好想

这世界上有那么多想但比不上我对你的想念.

下雨天

雨再大，天在黑又这么了。。没有你的每一天都是阴天，雨天。。。

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相遇太早

有没有想过，觉得跟你最爱的人相遇太早.

有时候，又来的太晚... 天啊!

离别

多么长的电影都会结束, 人生嘛， 离别以不算什么。伤心会有但没有伤心哪会有感觉呢?

人生断断几十年，不开心就不要想。

做人开心点不好吗？ 何必要为了一些问题就被打倒呢?

Tearing Heart

When life reached a point whereby everything done goes wrong, mindset do changed.

When i needed someone, she's always by my side.

When someone needed me the most, i left her alone. I'm really bad isn't it?

Due to personal reason, i left without any trace.

I don't expect someone who i left heart-broken to forgive me but hopefully someone who will understand and think about my situation.

By seeing many happening, i changed my mindset, i done wrongly in the past.

Now

I'm happy to say, i am different.. :)

想念

不知不觉已过了半年。。记得去年的这个月吗？我们重逢了。。但，我又不见了半年，我是有不得已的理由。。不得不暂时离开。。是否能体谅我呢? 对不起，我是真的爱你。。

康康-你我他(KTV).mpg

Tears

Do you know this feeling
when the tears start to fall
and you just can't stop them...?

Trust

When you put your trust in someone, you'll get one if the following two results:

"a person for life"

Or

"a lesson for life"

Words

Words expressed feelings.
Feeling expressed loves.
Love expressed the truthfulness from me.

TO YOU

Crush

A crush really that terrible to make one's life upside down?

Yeah.. worst than a car crushed onto a tree flat!

I've been thru, thinking about you every moment, every minutes, every second..

It's a feeling that strongly stays inside my heart, keep telling me " I MISS YOU " .

HAHA.. sounds like having depression right, yup it's true..

Crush makes one depressed without someone notice..

It's the worst crush i supposed? Been for quite a few years even we didn't contact each other.. OMG! :O

It's a torture, really.. feels like saying out all your feelings to her but something deep inside heart stop me, i don't know why, so don't need ask me why.. :P

And yeah, it's part of my life journey, i have learned, i have gained..

There's a sentence, " In life, you will never get a chance to love that woman you love the most forever rather you will get to love a woman that you don't really had much love."

well, i guess feelings is much more important than love, no feelings no love..




Sometimes, really really no choice, but to keep staring at you yet you didn't notice..

Sometimes, really misses you, but have to keep it in heart till the day you realized it, perhaps, the day when I'm gone.. :)

Move On

She's gone...

when it has went to far, chase it, if it's gone, leave it, move on with life, nothing gonna helps, life's still goes on, earth stills move.

Foolish

Everyone did foolish things, some fell, some dies.. emotional unstable at times, thinking back, does it has any meaning at all?

Everyone's saying " Think twice before doing things " but i should say "think more than twice before doing anything" which will affect you for life!

Complaining after things have happen it's already too late..

No one expect it unless you know your future.

Just make sure don't make your life goes hay-wired after foolish act has been acted.

I do felt life still good after i have so many great friends around me.. THANKS ALL !!!

anyway i have set-up a page for my Blog, do go and Like it ! :D cheers

Love Me

Everyone is saying "love me for what i am" let me ask you, are you willing to love your loves one for who they are?

instant reply, maybe "yeah i do!"

Think again.. after a prolong time?

ain't easy to get into someone's life and someone isn't that easy to get into your life..
:)

Heart Screaming

This month i think is a worst month i ever had, if i knew that, last year this month, this time, i was being betrayed and i know nothing until many months later.. i think i will get crazy at that time.. HAHA

Life isn't that great but not too bad, at least i still have Miya.. but still, that's an hole, a hole that can't be filled anymore.

I'm not asking too much, am i?

A peaceful life with loves one, with kids running around, playing cuddle with me..
I don't hope for an rich life, i prefer much more simple life than anyone can imagine..

I'm not perfect
I'm not attentive
BUT
I'm true.

Can you believe, after being betrayed i still can treat everythings fine! HAHA
yeah, the PAST me.. :) now i'm NOT..

i don't give a damn, i won't give chances because my mind told me my chance in life has been USED UP !!!! Oh Gosh! *shocked*

anyway, it has been a year, already forgot almost all, just small stupid damn hole in my heart screaming.. NVM.. used to it too!!!

cheers..

Regrets

I'm sure everyone had regrets in once your lifetime, i know it's a terrible feeling..

stop regret, we can't have time regretting than doing something more useful..

regret simply means it cannot be done, cannot be reality anymore, move on..

just don't make the same mistake again..

*sometimes i do wished i had never let go, i wished i never i met you again, it's too late i know.*

*i know i would never forget the happily times we had.. :) *

Change

It's always the case where you can't change what you wouldn't expect, always too near seems too far..

some maybe beyond help isn't it? It might helps when you think positive a bit more than usual.

* a human character can't be changed, but it can be better when you can think more, avoid unnecessary thinking, life isn't that bad lah.. haha..

* puppet, some may think, am i being treated like a puppet. think, if no ones needed your help with your wise minded, negative thinking would get started in you isn't it.?

* whenever life goes bang on the wall, don't worry, Chinese always said" when the boat reached the shore, naturally it will become straighten " it doesn't matter it rain's heavily when you are in the sea, wouldn't be that unlucky to capsized.. haha..

Just remember, if you can't change your life, change your MIND ! :) cheers

Lifetime

When searching for a lifetime partner,

when man look for woman(this one can?)

when woman look for man(this one reliable?)

Actually question can be answer within seconds, look for one which can take care of you and not one which look good please.

CHEMISTRY

COMPROMISED

FEELINGS

COMMITMENT

alot more..

A wrong decision will waste whole lifetime of yours.

Scared of being lonely?!

Sweet talk? forget about it, look for personalities.

Decision? all yours.

Remembered

Been years, finally, i dream of you.
It's a Nightmare, it's a terrible dreams i had for all these 25 years.
Why?
seriously i really can't remember any details between us and what is happiness after so many years, except for the loneliness i had all these years.
Shit !
i hate this feelings!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

幸福

It hurts huh? you went looking at him and his eyes doesn't look at you, you asked me, what shall i do?

How i wished i know the answer earlier than you. 幸福 ? worried about?
Single can last for life, or maybe a moment.. who knows? i can't tell, i want to know the answer too.. HAHA..

anyway, positive thinking is very important, look ahead without turning back, rainbow can be obtain when you think positive, shower with thunder, you might not want otherwise please keep your mindset positive.

Feelings won't disappear without reason. what i can say is UNLESS you have got hurt more than me, otherwise feelings won't disappear.. :)

GOOD LUCK to you..

loneliness

It's not loneliness hurts, just an little heart-breaker..

It's not being in quarrel that hurts, it's being out of love it hurts.

Betrayed

Wondering, in a relationship, being betrayed.. what is your feelings?
kinda lost? why? didn't gave enough? no feelings? or might be given in too much?
taken for granted? Reason ain't that important anyway?

It's a big lost when in this situation huh? People come and go in life, when only know how to put down then you will stand up. :)
there's no way for a person to hold on for a thing for too long.. too tiring you know?
:)
cheers

BIG BIG day

This day, 2 years back, i have done what i had done. After 2 years, now this day, i am proud of myself, i have been a good father all along, doing and dotes on my daughter. without you, everything are still normal, no one will cares about you.
NO ONE.

Everyday i love you.

It doesn't matters, when it happens.
It doesn't matters, when it's gone.
Just to let you know, you never left my heart from the start nor end.
:)

cause everyday, you're in my heart.
It doesn't rain or shine, i just know, you're always by my side.
:)

You were once my everything.

Perhaps, u have something yours once in your life before you lost it.

Same apply to feelings, have you ever wonder why it's gone?

Maybe a breakups, twice, third and so on.. anyway, u have it once isn't it?

In life, there ain't anything you can have it yours forever other than yourself lah.

Life still have to go on without thinking back those feelings, without have it again.

Our planet still move without those 'lost' feelings, so why stay and resemble the past?

Move on, life is beautiful.. :) surrounding are so beautiful have you realised it?

Only moving on, you will see more and more beautiful things around YOU ! :D cheers

Courage

After breakups, have you wonder, do you still have the courage to face your ex? regardless of yours or his fault, do you have the courage? or maybe once again you see him/her again, another story will begins?

Everyone have gone thru many sweetest moment and saddest time in life during relationship, hopefully everyone could walk out of it and face another chapter of life after everything had end. :)

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ask me.. what would you like to know? http://formspring.me/stevenmiya

Decision

Do you ever crush on ur best friends?
Do you ever felt different the feeling towards him/her?
What will be different when u tell him/her about it?
What changes after that?
Have you ever think about it?

A marriage breaker who doesn't know her stand, do you have the rights to talk to me?

Every girls is beautiful in their own ways. :)

A day changes my life

2 years back.. this day.. i saw Toh Xin Ting Miya. :D

2 years later, here she is.. big girl liao.. :)

Life is really unexpectable, anytime, anyday it changes your life.. full of suprise awaits you.

Broken up

Breaking ups are just like one cycle of life, one in relationship got to faced it, not every.. Breaking ups due to problems in life, attitude, communication, overseas r\s.. lots and lots..

Common problems - Communication, everyone have this problem whenever r\s have gone too long or different charactor for both.. way to solve? speak more, either family problems, work or even personnal life.. when two of them are together, talk about it more often! as it brings closer relationship and more understanding..

Attitude - well, different people different charactor? hmm, actually it actually works out when two of them work hard on the relationship. like? everyone would tell me, why should i change for him/her? my question is, why are both together? isn't it a simple question, since both are together, in love, then work hard together to have a better life.. some would tell me, so difficult i have the " charactor " since i'm young.. my ans is, sacrifice for your loves one and change it, if you know you can't even sacrifice then what's the point of being in love since you can't give in?

Overseas relationship - i have seen lots of couple, they remain the same ever since they are apart in different countries, why? the ans is very very simple.. two hearts are unite.. some will breakups due to time, no time to talk, cams, or even vacations.. loneliness also a big big problem.. but if you tell me loneliness, of cause everyone have the problem, same ans i have, if two hearts are unite then it doesn't have any problem.. 2 years.. 3, 4 or 5... it still same..

Couple Ring

What does it means to you?
Locking each others or tie each other forever?
It's a trend for every couple to wear it, till now i think 10+ year already? hmm. back to question, why does couples need a ring to lock or tie each other up? some may say, this is a ring to remember and think when another parther isn't around. does it really that useful?
my mind set was arent heart to heart is the main point? i personally had one couple ring( threw it into the sea liao) and a enagagement ring which i'm still wearing throu my parther already run away.. hahas.. what's your view? share share..

月下老人

月下老人

A Chinese Deities who is being appointed as the Match-maker for relationship and marriages (牽紅線/結姻緣).

In the ancient era, when guys couldnt get any love-ones, they would usually visit Temples that were dedicated to Yue Lao to request for a relationship (not necessary to be life-lasting one) or a good marriage.

Cupid

In Roman mythology, Cupid (Latin cupido, meaning "desire") is the god of desire, affection and erotic love. He is the son of goddess Venus and god Mars.

In popular culture, Cupid is frequently shown shooting his bow to inspire romantic love, often as an icon of Valentine's Day. He is now in the current culture the personification of love and courtship in general.

fight the way

When i'm ready to give up...

When i'm ready to quit fighting...

When all my tears are gone and i have nothing else to give...

She brighten up me...

And i remember why i fought so hard to start with...

my princess xin ting, daddy loves you.. muacks

Fall in loves

Bestfriend tells bitter words to teach you new lessons, a lover tells sweet words to make you forget your previous lessons.

I HATE YOU

I hate it, hate really makes one messed up.

I tried standing up but yet i had a fall, no one can give a hand and hold me up.

This would be part of my life i will remember it forever, i think.

It's a worst day in life i had ever have.

I will remember it, i will hate you till the day i'm rest in the coffin..

Yes, hating makes one tired, i'm not afraid because i know..

one day.. once in your life, you will regret what you have done.. and by then..

I WILL NOT EVER FORGIVE YOU! Fuck YOU BITCH!

Don't be afraid, I WILL REMEMBER YOU..

Don't be afraid, I WILL USE MY WHOLE LIFETIME TO HATE YOU TILL THE DAY I CAN'T USE MY BRAIN.

After all you have accompany thru most of your teenage times with me.. don't worry.. i know u can't remember it anymore.. I REMEMBERED.. YOU COLD-BLOODED CREATURE! FUCK FUCK FUCK.. GO FUCK YOUR MAN BITCH AND DON'T MESS UP OTHERS LIFE!

Hate and Hurts

It's been long time since it happens, whenever it happens, the rain tends to be longer.

Tired of it, nothing can be done, nothing i could think.

Just hope for a better tomorrow.

Hate doesn't stay long, i wished.

Hurts doesn't stay long, i wished.

Days goes faster than expected.

Life wents on WITHOUT YOU.

responsibility

Numbers of people living for ownself in the world but some, living for others thru out their whole life.

Some sacrifice their whole life for others and some give up life for others.

I am one example, i regretted, so now im gonna find my own happiness..

We don't live long, ain't we? live our life to the fullest and find our own happiness! :D

goodbye

In parts of relationship, we do kiss goodbye when we leave for a moment or maybe just few minutes. It's all memories when a relationship ended, thinking back, it hurts.

stay happy.. :)

Everyday, every moment, you felt hopeless, unhappiness..
The world are still moving isn't it?
Stay happy every moment of life will cause a lifetime happiness.. :)

Friends Outing( makan session )

Dinner @ Nando's Sauce they have.. fyi, damn spicy. but nice.. 3 normal, 1 special BBQ Chicken Side dishes *cheeses* too focus on new phone eat eat.. *hungry* pose before eat..

finally finish all.. left bone..

( Dessert time! )

what a fruitful dinner!

(on the way home.. )

For my lil princess

all for my little princess, she love the bag most.. hahas.. :D