Heart Screaming

This month i think is a worst month i ever had, if i knew that, last year this month, this time, i was being betrayed and i know nothing until many months later.. i think i will get crazy at that time.. HAHA

Life isn't that great but not too bad, at least i still have Miya.. but still, that's an hole, a hole that can't be filled anymore.

I'm not asking too much, am i?

A peaceful life with loves one, with kids running around, playing cuddle with me..
I don't hope for an rich life, i prefer much more simple life than anyone can imagine..

I'm not perfect
I'm not attentive
BUT
I'm true.

Can you believe, after being betrayed i still can treat everythings fine! HAHA
yeah, the PAST me.. :) now i'm NOT..

i don't give a damn, i won't give chances because my mind told me my chance in life has been USED UP !!!! Oh Gosh! *shocked*

anyway, it has been a year, already forgot almost all, just small stupid damn hole in my heart screaming.. NVM.. used to it too!!!

cheers..