Crush

A crush really that terrible to make one's life upside down?

Yeah.. worst than a car crushed onto a tree flat!

I've been thru, thinking about you every moment, every minutes, every second..

It's a feeling that strongly stays inside my heart, keep telling me " I MISS YOU " .

HAHA.. sounds like having depression right, yup it's true..

Crush makes one depressed without someone notice..

It's the worst crush i supposed? Been for quite a few years even we didn't contact each other.. OMG! :O

It's a torture, really.. feels like saying out all your feelings to her but something deep inside heart stop me, i don't know why, so don't need ask me why.. :P

And yeah, it's part of my life journey, i have learned, i have gained..

There's a sentence, " In life, you will never get a chance to love that woman you love the most forever rather you will get to love a woman that you don't really had much love."

well, i guess feelings is much more important than love, no feelings no love..




Sometimes, really really no choice, but to keep staring at you yet you didn't notice..

Sometimes, really misses you, but have to keep it in heart till the day you realized it, perhaps, the day when I'm gone.. :)

Move On

She's gone...

when it has went to far, chase it, if it's gone, leave it, move on with life, nothing gonna helps, life's still goes on, earth stills move.

Foolish

Everyone did foolish things, some fell, some dies.. emotional unstable at times, thinking back, does it has any meaning at all?

Everyone's saying " Think twice before doing things " but i should say "think more than twice before doing anything" which will affect you for life!

Complaining after things have happen it's already too late..

No one expect it unless you know your future.

Just make sure don't make your life goes hay-wired after foolish act has been acted.

I do felt life still good after i have so many great friends around me.. THANKS ALL !!!

anyway i have set-up a page for my Blog, do go and Like it ! :D cheers

Love Me

Everyone is saying "love me for what i am" let me ask you, are you willing to love your loves one for who they are?

instant reply, maybe "yeah i do!"

Think again.. after a prolong time?

ain't easy to get into someone's life and someone isn't that easy to get into your life..
:)

Heart Screaming

This month i think is a worst month i ever had, if i knew that, last year this month, this time, i was being betrayed and i know nothing until many months later.. i think i will get crazy at that time.. HAHA

Life isn't that great but not too bad, at least i still have Miya.. but still, that's an hole, a hole that can't be filled anymore.

I'm not asking too much, am i?

A peaceful life with loves one, with kids running around, playing cuddle with me..
I don't hope for an rich life, i prefer much more simple life than anyone can imagine..

I'm not perfect
I'm not attentive
BUT
I'm true.

Can you believe, after being betrayed i still can treat everythings fine! HAHA
yeah, the PAST me.. :) now i'm NOT..

i don't give a damn, i won't give chances because my mind told me my chance in life has been USED UP !!!! Oh Gosh! *shocked*

anyway, it has been a year, already forgot almost all, just small stupid damn hole in my heart screaming.. NVM.. used to it too!!!

cheers..

Regrets

I'm sure everyone had regrets in once your lifetime, i know it's a terrible feeling..

stop regret, we can't have time regretting than doing something more useful..

regret simply means it cannot be done, cannot be reality anymore, move on..

just don't make the same mistake again..

*sometimes i do wished i had never let go, i wished i never i met you again, it's too late i know.*

*i know i would never forget the happily times we had.. :) *

Change

It's always the case where you can't change what you wouldn't expect, always too near seems too far..

some maybe beyond help isn't it? It might helps when you think positive a bit more than usual.

* a human character can't be changed, but it can be better when you can think more, avoid unnecessary thinking, life isn't that bad lah.. haha..

* puppet, some may think, am i being treated like a puppet. think, if no ones needed your help with your wise minded, negative thinking would get started in you isn't it.?

* whenever life goes bang on the wall, don't worry, Chinese always said" when the boat reached the shore, naturally it will become straighten " it doesn't matter it rain's heavily when you are in the sea, wouldn't be that unlucky to capsized.. haha..

Just remember, if you can't change your life, change your MIND ! :) cheers

Lifetime

When searching for a lifetime partner,

when man look for woman(this one can?)

when woman look for man(this one reliable?)

Actually question can be answer within seconds, look for one which can take care of you and not one which look good please.

CHEMISTRY

COMPROMISED

FEELINGS

COMMITMENT

alot more..

A wrong decision will waste whole lifetime of yours.

Scared of being lonely?!

Sweet talk? forget about it, look for personalities.

Decision? all yours.